Dashster Posted September 15, 2005 Share Posted September 15, 2005 The title says it all.. I've felt horribly these days, losing that strong interest in Star Fox somehow, been starting to hate most of the people of the outer world, been doing actually nothing, dont feel like making that fansite anymore, i got my gamecube back with my Star Fox Assault but I gave up on those side missions which i'm very sure they exist, I've been sick all this week, been so weak, havent drawn much, havent got much projects done, i've been nothing lately, i gave of up character drawing, my love life has sucked just like Travis', i just feel like sh$&! and this site has been very un active. I rarely see new topics or posts nowadays, and all I've done since school started is ignore those retarded people from this horrible world I hate so much. Its full of sick teens who r just driving fast and showing off everything, fighting for everything like that was gonna help them, drink and smoke to prove they are men.. (that's super mega retarded) and theyre all over the place just looking for girls and making sick jokes all around. I HATE THIS DAMN WORLD! I've even sometimes sat alone to think and cried at school feeling like the only one. People respect me too much and no one really cares about me.. No one but my family cares. I'm 17, small, not social around eveyone of those tards, never been loved, i spend all my time at home working on my everyday projects, people arent interested in what i do, and if i start talking about what i do no one understands or cares that's why its impossible getting IRL friends..i hate it, i hate this all.. It sometimes makes me feel like dying. I don't even know what i'm doing here... I should probably leave this place for a while... in other words.. I suck. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RPGmaster2000 Posted September 15, 2005 Share Posted September 15, 2005 That the teens are retards are so true... especially here in Sweden. Always fighting for no damn reason. You can't have a logical argument since they all of a sudden starts to tell lies about you and laugh ridiculously much. I don't blame you for feeling like that. This world is horrible for the younger ones like us... :roll: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ludvig11 Posted September 15, 2005 Share Posted September 15, 2005 You DONT suck! And yes, I agree, but not all are like that, not me or you, and many others. Its very sad that you says that, it make me sad too. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Wicked Nox Posted September 15, 2005 Share Posted September 15, 2005 Same feelings here mate, but ya just gotta shake it off and do somthin, get a little more active and eat well, also hot drinks, music, games and drawing. I tend to feel better havin the hot drink and playin games while listening to my fave soundtracks. Cheer up. Oh yeah. . . . . You DONT suck, keep sayin that to yourself and eventually everyone will beleive it, get positive, blow sumthin up, whatever makes ya feel better. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ludvig11 Posted September 15, 2005 Share Posted September 15, 2005 Yes! think of all the positive things you can do, but others can't. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dashster Posted September 15, 2005 Author Share Posted September 15, 2005 I do consider to have more talent than most or all of my friends, classmates, etc. But its not just because no one cares.. Its because I feel like nothing. I r alone in this world. I havnt found any IRL friends like me.. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RPGmaster2000 Posted September 15, 2005 Share Posted September 15, 2005 Same here. I'm pretty much the only one in my class with a common sense. However, that doesn't discourage me, it makes me feel stronger knowing that i'm truly unique. I never fight physically, that's for retards. However, i tend to psyche them instead, using bone-hard logic when they, for example, lie about something. If it was really true, they would have answered immediately, instead they hesitate and ask their freinds for assistance, which occasionaly makes them come up with completely irrational stuff since they all think different (kind of). Another odd thing is that i identify myself pretty much with Yami Yugi for some reason, as i do act the same way when i bump into the others (without the gaming part, of course). And... now i don't know what to say, so let's just hit the post button. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TravisFox Posted September 15, 2005 Share Posted September 15, 2005 Let me start by saying Dash that.. finding poeple who give a damn about is very hard....it's a very me society out there and if you dont act like them...they will ignore you until you start to be like them. But let me put this into play here. I am 20 years old...I am in a house of my own...I can barely afford to even eat every day...I have a low paying delivery job...I have no love...And no family around...I am alone in the truest sense of the word. No one in this adult world understands me at all. Saying I am psychotic and mentally unstable because I am so different. Even offering to be counslers...what insults...I come home every to just a dog and an empty house. I draw less now...I havent been ion the modd to work on flash...I feel my art is being ignored so I just cut back seeing how no one cares. I am short...unttractive which i hate while females online say I am hot but not a single girl dates me...so basically I am being lied to...just to save my feelings...which I have none of...I am a poor lower class american loser with no future and no hope....No family....no firends...no love....I am a virgin and will be for the rest of my damn life it seems...Dash I know what your feeling....more than you could know...Only I am TRUELY alone...in my own house....with no one but me...myself....and I....I am violent and agressive towards the general public seeing how they are nothing but ridicule and spite. Because I refuse to be like them. If I was to say how I really felt about the world around me...I would have my post delete for offensive marterial....I have already ruined my life...I failed college and high school for thje most part.......Why do I live?.......I seriously couldnt tell you....... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jam Posted September 15, 2005 Share Posted September 15, 2005 The title says it all.. I've felt horribly these days' date=' losing that strong interest in Star Fox somehow, been starting to hate most of the people of the outer world, been doing actually nothing, dont feel like making that fansite anymore, i got my gamecube back with my Star Fox Assault but I gave up on those side missions which i'm very sure they exist, I've been sick all this week, been so weak, havent drawn much, havent got much projects done, i've been nothing lately, i gave of up character drawing, my love life has sucked just like Travis', i just feel like sh$&! and this site has been very un active. I rarely see new topics or posts nowadays, and all I've done since school started is ignore those retarded people from this horrible world I hate so much. Its full of sick teens who r just driving fast and showing off everything, fighting for everything like that was gonna help them, drink and smoke to prove they are men.. (that's super mega retarded) and theyre all over the place just looking for girls and making sick jokes all around. I HATE THIS DAMN WORLD! I've even sometimes sat alone to think and cried at school feeling like the only one. People respect me too much and no one really cares about me.. No one but my family cares. I'm 17, small, not social around eveyone of those tards, never been loved, i spend all my time at home working on my everyday projects, people arent interested in what i do, and if i start talking about what i do no one understands or cares that's why its impossible getting IRL friends..i hate it, i hate this all.. It sometimes makes me feel like dying. I don't even know what i'm doing here... I should probably leave this place for a while... in other words.. I suck.[/quote'] here's the best advice you are what you think Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Dark Krystal Posted September 15, 2005 Share Posted September 15, 2005 I like ya, Dashster. You've got a nice style. Me? I just have a burning hatred for most of humanity and I live to see others suffer. IRL, I am a very very evil person. I'm mostly nice online unless somebody really pisses me off. We all have our problems. I have no problem cept I hate almost everything, wich I guess is a problem. Other times, I just don't care. I tend to question reality a lot, too. I don't live near other people. I'm way out in the swamp. The only time I come in contact with other people would be the very very rare occasions I go to the store. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ranzick Posted September 15, 2005 Share Posted September 15, 2005 whoa its ok evryone does alot of deffrent thing and i dont know y peeps somke or drink its doest make u a man or woman it takes a true man or woman to not drink or some this advice i made on my own so follow it well Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ludvig11 Posted September 15, 2005 Share Posted September 15, 2005 I feel sorry for you guys, im almost feel compassion. :shock: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jam Posted September 15, 2005 Share Posted September 15, 2005 whoa its ok evryone does alot of deffrent thing and i dont know y peeps somke or drink its doest make u a man or woman it takes a true man or woman to not drink or some this advice i made on my own so follow it well he's rightyou don't have to go with the flow sometimes you gotta go against it Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TravisFox Posted September 15, 2005 Share Posted September 15, 2005 I feel sorry for you guys' date=' im almost feel compassion. [/quote'] I dont want anyone's pity.....That drives me crazy....It's hard to explain what I mean...I mean ever since I went to prison people have been pitying me and all kinds of that crap..I am ashamed of nothing...So I tried to kill a man at age 16. Big freakin deal....I dont care anymore...It's just dont pity me because I dont need it... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dashster Posted September 15, 2005 Author Share Posted September 15, 2005 I'm sorry Travis I wish I could help ya but I got pretty much the same problem except im younger. Some of us have very very different way of thinking about the world therefore we don't agree with most of society and are ignored. That's why most of us here are here. Stuck in this place wondering what the hell you're doing.. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
rebel_gunman Posted September 15, 2005 Share Posted September 15, 2005 I know what you feel Dashster. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jam Posted September 15, 2005 Share Posted September 15, 2005 I dont want anyone's pity.....That drives me crazy....It's hard to explain what I mean...I mean ever since I went to prison people have been pitying me and all kinds of that -another word for feces-..I am ashamed of nothing...So I tried to kill a man at age 16. Big freakin deal....I dont care anymore...It's just dont pity me because I dont need it..... no one does hell I don't like being tretead like I handycap in my school just cause my arm is broken heack I can still do most of the things I usually do I can still run punch kick jump push ups and most importantly kickass oh yeah!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TravisFox Posted September 16, 2005 Share Posted September 16, 2005 Not quite what I ment.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
EvolutionSFox Posted September 16, 2005 Share Posted September 16, 2005 The title says it all.. I've felt horribly these days' date=' losing that strong interest in Star Fox somehow, been starting to hate most of the people of the outer world, been doing actually nothing, dont feel like making that fansite anymore, i got my gamecube back with my Star Fox Assault but I gave up on those side missions which i'm very sure they exist, I've been sick all this week, been so weak, havent drawn much, havent got much projects done, i've been nothing lately, i gave of up character drawing, my love life has sucked just like Travis', i just feel like sh$&! and this site has been very un active. I rarely see new topics or posts nowadays, and all I've done since school started is ignore those retarded people from this horrible world I hate so much. Its full of sick teens who r just driving fast and showing off everything, fighting for everything like that was gonna help them, drink and smoke to prove they are men.. (that's super mega retarded) and theyre all over the place just looking for girls and making sick jokes all around. I HATE THIS DAMN WORLD! I've even sometimes sat alone to think and cried at school feeling like the only one. People respect me too much and no one really cares about me.. No one but my family cares. I'm 17, small, not social around eveyone of those tards, never been loved, i spend all my time at home working on my everyday projects, people arent interested in what i do, and if i start talking about what i do no one understands or cares that's why its impossible getting IRL friends..i hate it, i hate this all.. It sometimes makes me feel like dying. I don't even know what i'm doing here... I should probably leave this place for a while... in other words.. I suck.[/quote'] Dude, I'm with you! Let me talk with you on MSN or something, please! Just don't leave, okay? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rogue Fox Posted September 16, 2005 Share Posted September 16, 2005 Here's the most important rules I live with. 1) There is no normal. 2) There will always be at least one person who thinks the way you look, act, do things is bad or stupid. You just have to get used to it. 3) Trends and fads come and go, but your taste lasts forever. 4) Go with your gut. 5) Don't let anyone bring you down. Ever. 6) You are what you think you are. 7) Do what feels right to you. JIM Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ludvig11 Posted September 16, 2005 Share Posted September 16, 2005 The wise fox tells the truth. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TravisFox Posted September 16, 2005 Share Posted September 16, 2005 Ok that all may be true but what if the choice you make was right in you opinon i.e following your gut actually happens to be a very bad idea and screws you over big time? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RPGmaster2000 Posted September 16, 2005 Share Posted September 16, 2005 Life is full of risks, the point of living is to take them. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rogue Fox Posted September 16, 2005 Share Posted September 16, 2005 Going with your gut means you making the final end al be all decision on important issues with your life. If you mesws up, then you would realize that you at least followed your gut and not what other people say. I'm not saying being ignorant to other people. I'm saying that you should make the final decision after hearing all opinions. As for me, there are alot of people who just don't get me or are too busy with their own lives to get to know me better. This is especially sad for some of my friends who may never know everything about me when all they have to do is stop and take some time to chat with me. So I continue searching for friends who are interested in my life as much as I am interested in theirs. Hopefully one day I will find some girl out there who shares in my dreams. Until then I just go through life not caring about what negative things people say to me or sarcastic, bigoted, or just plain mean people who I know are just tearing themselves apart. JIM Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
james mccloud Posted September 16, 2005 Share Posted September 16, 2005 wow....wow...ok... ummm everyone just clear your mindl. just think of everything youve done. think was it right or wrong? if it was right. be joyfull. if it was wrong. than do watever you can to make up for it. if you went to jail or somethingm like that and you fell angry because you wish you didnt do it, then call that person up and apologize. now no buts! all you gotta do is apologize and youll feel better. all this stuff you say about always being alone and not ever having a family...Just stop thinking that way! YOU HAVE YOUR WHOLE LIFE TO LIVE!!! Just think of the positive stuff. think that the... "glass is half full, not have empty) no buts, just get on with your life... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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