Sluggsnipa Posted October 5, 2011 Share Posted October 5, 2011 Hello Starfox Online,I'm here,and you're standing there,scowling,with good reason,I may add... Things have been tough on me...I know the things I've posted are evil and full of hate,and I'm sorry,so very sorry,I've been like this for a while now...I'm just going to tell you right now...I'm diagnosed with depression,and it was surprising,to say the least...It gives me no excuse to post the things I posted,and you don't have to forgive me,hell,the mods can perma-ban me for all I care,I just want you to listen,to give some of your time,even if you think I'm bullshiting you,even if you think I'm a terrible person that deserves to never see the light of day.I know I am. I did the same thing on Ponychan,and I was met with the same response...I made a thread like this,apologizing... My doctor says that I "snap",and I don't care about the consequences of my actions,and it's true.I have no patience for anyone or anything...I got in a fight with my best friend that day,and I was the one who lost,bloodied up on the curb.I needed something to vent my anger,my frustration...I went on the internet,and instead of asking for help,I threw away your trust.I made an Anti-religion thread here,and an Anti-Fluttershy thread on Ponychan.I feel like shit,it's terrible,living with my guilt and pain.My god,I know I'm a terrible person...It's just been hard.I had to move to another school,where I knew no one,and no one knew me.I feel like a fucking idiot,and a douche-bag,and one ignorant son of a bitch.No one has sympathy for me,I feel backed up against a spiked wall.It's just terrible,fucking terrible,and I've been living like this for months now.I'm losing hope,losing all that I had,right in front of my eyes... I just need some help,I need to know some one's there... I need help. I need you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Owner/Technical Admin Sideways Posted October 5, 2011 Owner/Technical Admin Share Posted October 5, 2011 If you ever want to talk, you can find me on MSN, if you use it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Thu'um Posted October 5, 2011 Share Posted October 5, 2011 Ya man, sfo isn't a place to argue with ideas but more to share them. communicating with another user about your problems Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rusakov Posted October 5, 2011 Share Posted October 5, 2011 That sucks. I've had depression before and it's not fun. Get better soon. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LoneWolf Posted October 5, 2011 Share Posted October 5, 2011 You know what, man? It's all gravy, I'm way too laid back to take offense. Sorry that you're depressed, hope you can get help soon, and that you can heal the emotional wounds. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Milkyway64 Posted October 5, 2011 Share Posted October 5, 2011 You know what? You apologised. In my book, that means all is forgiven. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fluxy Posted October 5, 2011 Share Posted October 5, 2011 What you did wasn't that bad. And as hard as it seems to be said really, the best thing you can do is well, just not over react. You aren't a horrible person. If that, what you did, made you a horrible person, then I am, Redeemer is, most the staff would be at one point at their life, almost everyone here. You made some mistakes like we all do, and are apologizing. That's cool. Just, try not to take it too overboard. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
El Zorro de la Estrella Posted October 5, 2011 Share Posted October 5, 2011 Hey man, I'm sorry to hear that you have depression But, you're not a bad person or anything else negative! Don't worry bro, we're all here for ya! :friends: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Redeemer Posted October 5, 2011 Share Posted October 5, 2011 Slug, I've been known to be pretty helpful. If you need me, PM me and I'll talk to you there. I'm fairly sure I'll be able to help you. In the mean time, Slug, we do have a rule against apology topics, so I'll close this, okay? If you need to say anything more, then maybe PM the people involved. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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